| Location | Prestwick |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Genetic Condition |
| Date of Birth | 17/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 17/07/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,608 since 28/03/2008 |
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This page is set up in remembreance of my little boy called Logan James Campbell.
About Logan
I found out i was pregnant on the 6th December 2006 i was excited that i was going to be a mum and
that my partner david was going to be a dad.
we were both only 17 turning 18 in 2 months at the time but we had been going out with each other
since we were 15 and were engaged.
I went for my first scan at 15 weeks on the 1st of february 2007 and left the clinic with being told
everything was fine and baby is well i was getting even more excited for my little bundle of joy.
I was getting very bad sickness basicly could not keep anything down so i went to the doctor and
explained and he told me it was just my reflux due to pregnancy just make sure you keep drnking
waer.
I went for my second scan at Ayrshire maternity unit at crosshouse. During the scan the scanographer
had this expression on her face that basicly said it all she told me and david that she had to go
and get an condsultant as she cant find everything that should be there. Dr Dobbie came and scaned
me and told me that there is not very good news so we got taken to a side room. He told us that your
little boy has a diaphamatic hernia and he dose not know how serious it is untill I refer you to
Queen mothers hospital for the professionals to scan me.
so i went home in a daze and i got a phone call from Dr Dobbie to tell me that i had an appointment
on moday morning at 9.30 am at the fetal medicine department.
On the monday morning me and david went along to Queen mothers hospital with david mum i got scaned
twice with two diffrent people and got taken in to a side room again. They said that your baby has a
condition called a congential diaphragmatic hernia and that he has an 80% chance of survival but
they also told me that his left side of his heart very small and if it was the case he would only
have a 50% chance of survival. I was to come along next week for another scan to check his heart as
i was only 21 weeks pregnant it was hard to tell. They keept offering me an abortion and I keept
saying no.
Why would i want to get an abortion on the baby that i loved i would have to have given birth to him
anyway and i wanted to give my baby every chance that he could get.
I went home again and told our familyies and they keept saying it would be alright which i was
trying to tell my self he will be alright.
But i went back to Queen mothers hospital and they said wat i was not wanting to hear that he had
the heart problem as well. I had to go to Queen mothers hospital every month for scans and one week
i was 6 months pregnant and the Dr said that Logans chances had dropped to 30% survival his
intestines had all went up through the gap and pushed his heart over and squashed his lungs i got
steriod injection for his lungs to mature.
On monday the 16th july 2007 i went into hospital to get Started to have him on tuesday which
happended but during the nite logan got distressed and i had to have an emergency c- section at
04:18 am on the 17th July logan was born i never heard a cry or anything the doctors all rushed
around him it was very scary then they asked david to name him and they quickly let me have a look
in the incubater then he got taken to the special care unit.
At 6 oclock logan doctor came to see me and told me that he was doing well and that david could go
home and get some sleep as he was there from monday morning at 10 in the morning so david went home
and at 10 0clock logan doctor came to see me again and said that logan was deteriating and to get
the family up as soon as possiable she asked me if i wanted to go up and see him but i wanted to
wait till david came as i didnt want to be the only person to see him alive if he didnt make it in
time for david to come but he did. i got him christend in the hospital and had a few hours with him
alive.
At 5.30 logan was brought through to me and he died in my arms i could not speak my mum and dad went
home with david mum and dad and me and david bathed logan and changed him took pictures with him and
footprints and handprints i could hardly cry my body was in shock
i got to go home the next day as i was not that sore we went over to the parlour to say our goodbyes
to logan and when i went home i had to arrange his fruneral.
hello beautiful baby boy
hello special beautiful boy
wow your going to be a big brother how exciting i hope the new arrival helps heal some of mummys pain of course he wont ever replace you sweet heart but am very happy for some good news after mummy and daddys heart ache and another boy hey!! i hope you and nathan had fun watching all the fireworks last nights and that they never scared you ! warp up room boys its getting cold lately tell mummy am thinking of ehr bump and daddy and sending hugs and of course special floaty kisses for you play safely precious little one and say hi to my nathan for me i miss him very much thinking about you Logan xxxxx
Big Brother
Hello Logan you are going to be a big brother in february he is going to have a very special big brother up in heaven looking after him but i know when he comes along you will be there beside him everyday love you mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
♥ღ♥ A Last Goodbye ♥ღ♥
Though happily each year began
I had to die whilst very young
It is so long since our last touch
And I miss your presence there so much
Of many things I needed to learn
So to this place God made me turn
Yet with so many things to do
I have taken this moment to speak to you
The life that was, was not to be mine
Yet within this world it has worked out fine
Where I am now I have found new friends
In a place called Heaven where the spirit ascends
Straight to this world few pass it by
And no one here can really die
Although this child you cannot see
I know you'd be so proud of me
I look forward to when I'll see you mum
So until it is your time to come
Enjoy your life
And please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye.
Steve Franklin Palmer
♥ ♥ HEAVEN ♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without the children there,
Playing hide and seek in pearly mists
Free from every pain and care.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their carefree rapture,
Scrambling through the fluffy clouds
Each happy moment to capture
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their shouts and laughter
Echoing across Elysian fields
As starbursts they chase after
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their joyful choir
Ringing through celestial realms
Sweet voices rising ever higher
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their radiant light,
Undimmed by earth's murky shades
Their robes shining bright.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their smiles of pleasure,
Bearing sheaves of rainbow flowers;
Children are Heaven's treasure.
♥ ♥
Love You
Hello logan its mummy here on to leave you some love. was suppose to go to your grave on sunday but it was pouring of rain so mummy and daddy will come up another day a wash your headstone to get the bird poo off if there is any lol and have you all ready for winter time. miss you hunny hope your being a good boy up there and having lots of fun playing with your angel friends love you darling love mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I cried for you by Katie Melua x
You're beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you
But others pass, they never pause
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you're like a wild rose
They never understand why
I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
I'll cross the sea for a different world
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold
In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know
How much you meant to me
I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
Without you now I see
How fragile the world can be
And I know you've gone away
But in my heart you'll always stay
I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
That beauty need only be a whisper
all my love xxx
baby boy
hello logan its mummy here hope you liked your flowers mummy and daddy got you yesterday next time we come up im going to buy some nice new things did you like your frog windmill missing you darling but i know your around and helping look after our special suprise love you hunny lots of love mummy and daddy we both miss you darling xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey baby boy x
such a special lil man soo loved wanted and missed! such a beuatiful baby boy now a beautiful angel watching over your family and friends . I hope your very proud of mummy and daddy , they never gave up on you Logan your their special little man and am sur they lvoe you to the moon and the stars and back. play safely with all your little friends including my nathan (another angel due to cdh) hugs to you and your family lots of best wishes for you all xx
missing you
Hello Logan it's mummy here she is missing you so so much thought i would just leave you a wee message hunny love you xxxxxxx
Our Angel
Hey hunnie. i thought i would leave you a little message since today is your birthday. I want o let you know how proud we are of your mummy and daddy for keeping stong for you and extra proud of your mummy for doing the parachuite jump this week end. love you los hunnie.xxxxx
for your mummy logan. xxx
We are connected, My child and I,
by an invisible cord, not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord that connects
us 'til birth
This cord can't be seen by any on Earth.
This cord does its work right from the start.
It binds us together, attatched to my heart.
I know that it's there, though no one can see,
The invisible cord from my child to me.
The strength of this cord is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord man could create,
It withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you are not here with me,
The cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline, as never before.
I am thankful that God connects us this way,
A mother and child--Death can't take it away!
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